11.30.2008

simply because i feel like it...

i've been doing a horrible job at keeping up w.this blog (as you can see lol :)
i have soooo much going on w.mah life right now and as much as i'd like to blog more, i'm usually too tired or wrapped up w.one of my many projects/jobs/etc to check in. so since this will become a "more than just about makeup blog" & because i feel like it...
for the record:

*i work fulltime 4days a week, 10 hrs a day. i attend night classes from 6 until on 2 nights a week. i was too bogged down w.the pt job so i let that go LOL

*i've been SUPER stressed lately. my ongoing break-up has been driving me up the walls because he simply does not get it! i'm HONESTLY over it but it's one of those situations that you can't get out of because they won't give up even when you have. it wasn't the worst relationship, but it was 3years of my life that could've been spent on something more...deserving maybe? i'm on a Beyonce note - "if you liked it, then you would've put a ring on it" :)

*my biological dad has never really been apart of my life. juss off and on, when he feels like it. we've only been keeping in touch for the past 4 years or so, because he's been incarcerated. his fam has kinda cut ties w.me for whatever their reasons may be. he's supposed to be released Dec.12th, 2008. i haven't heard from him in over a month now. but, i'm not surprised...i figured the writing & keeping in touch would soon end when he found out he was going to be released. we shall see....

i've been finding myself committing to more projects to keep my mind off of things & go on w.life. it's so FRUSTRATING!
but through it all, i am still SMILING & PRAYING
& i juss simply get back up, brush myself off & try again :)


XOXO♥

4 comments:

...:::BEAUTIFUL...BROWN...SKIN:::... said...

No need to explain urself, but I'm glad u feel comfortable enough with us to share. And as far as brushing off & trying again... in this world we live in, that's all we can do. Be blessed sista, because as long as ur "SMILING & PRAYING," the world never knows ur going through.

Annastashia said...

although i thanked u already - thanx again LOL :) i felt tha need to rant & although tha issues still remain i feel SOOOO much better! i found it unhealthy to bottle mah feelings inside like i've been doing for years, so this is mah release lol...

misschriss said...

Glad you are back.We all got to take a break from blogging sometimes :)

Annastashia said...

hey misschriss! thanx for understanding :)

 

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